Motherhood: it’s all colour of the spectrum

How can some one so cute can inflict so much pain?
Those tears just roll down the cheeks and situation gets so out of hand.
One minute, you are flying free as a bird and within a sec, you get shot down.
You constantly question yourself and pity yourself.
You feel like you are fighting a battle you can never win.
Oh the frustrations, you just wish you could go disappear in a black hole!
The crying doesn’t stop. You don’t know what’s wrong.
Why have they not cracked a baby code?
Yet we humans claim we are smart enough to crack outer space!
Seriously!! I am right now ashamed to call myself an evolved being!
And then something strange happen, she smiles
Next thing you know, you are ready to jump the ship!


ah the motherhood.

When you want sleep, baby keeps u awake at night and now she is sleeping mostly through the night, mom is still wide awake for few hours! Why?

Me: everyone is asleep, lets go to sleep its 3 AM

Brain: what no way! i am used to staying awake this hour!

Me: ok, so what do we do?

Brain: lets see! lets bring out your inner passive agressiveness and go through what you should could have said to people rather than playing nice to them!

Wow!!  insomnia brings out passive aggressiveness.  Now I know what I really wanted to tell someone.  thanks insomnia!

hang in there buddy, OOXX